2 Malachi

Where did that year go?

Hello again.

Despite noting in the prior blog post that I had finished the deep study and translation of my Father’s law, it was soon made apparent to me that it needed more work, so I went through the whole of it again, and I was surprised how much my detail had improved in the latter stages of the first draft when compared to the earlier chapters. Despite that, I worked through the whole of the law again. Currently I am on the third run-through, and I think this will be the final look at it, it is mostly tidying up now, with a few exceptions. I’ll be glad when it is finished and published, it’s been months of work so far, although only a couple of hours on most days. As I reflect on what is going to be required of me in the next 11 years and 4 months, I can see that my Father is certainly going to test me, as I have the feeling that everything I will need to do is the polar opposite of what my own personal preferences are in life (an easy life, no hard work, a quiet life, hating crowds, introverted, hating the idea of fame or being the centre of attention, disliking responsibility for anything but myself, liking the luxuries of modern life, disliking much travel except to holiday locations, hating heights, non-violent, procrastinator, comfortable with my own worldview and capacity to cope with life, and content with routine in my life). So, turn all of that on its head, and that’s what I face. Please don’t think for a moment I am looking forward to it, I am not. Although the present period is sometimes boring, I hope the boring period when I am hidden continues for several more years. It won’t though, as I feel sure that once I start to teach the law on the website, as prophesied (in Enoch I recall) the Lord of Spirits (Yahshua) will begin to draw the elect to me, so they can be taught. I sometimes sit and ponder how on earth I am going to teach 144,000 men, spread all over the world? Imagine if they all send me a message saying hello and asking a few questions, how will I respond to them all?

Despite all that I have written above, I am not worrying about the future (we are told not to worry by the Lord), and I take comfort in the many prophesies about me in the end times, so I know I can’t fail, but I will be leaning heavily on the Arm of my Father throughout the whole period. It seems such a long time, over 11 years, and the really miserable stuff hasn’t even started yet. As my friend (and caddy) Jamal used to say on the golf course, if I’d had a bad hole: ‘shit happens’. It’s going to be terrible though, to see famine unfolding all over the world, to see the wars, the plagues, the increasing move toward the totalitarian communist beast system, the knowledge that billions will die, that the earth will be badly wrecked, that terrible persecutions await for the saints, probably some trouble in that regard for me too, it’s nigh on impossible to feel much joy in life day by day I will admit.

But back to my diary notes, and I finished the prior blog post noting that I was just 10 hours into a 72 hour fast, no food, just water and tea and black coffee, with just a sip or two of wine each day to try to settle my stomach. I fasted during the period that the pagans were celebrating their easter feast, to show some empathy with my Father at that time. The first day of the fast was no trouble at all. I had my last meal just before midday, so that I would be breaking the fast reasonably early in the day after 72 hours had passed. The second day was harder, but not too bad, and the third day was very tough, and that night too, and also the morning of the next day. Nevertheless, I was glad I fasted for the full 72 hours, to show my empathy for my Father, who sits and suffers quietly for hundreds and thousands of years, whilst watching the world slowly but surely turn away from Him. So, if He can suffer that for us, then I can suffer a couple of days of hunger and light-headedness. Plus, fasting for a few days really makes one appreciate the food and drinks we all perhaps take for granted all of the other days. To fast at christmas and easter is also to be holy, set apart from the pagan nations. So, I recommend we fast for those two periods, and at other times if you feel you want to. Finally, on the morning that I was preparing to break my fast (5th April, easter Monday), as I listened to the KJV on random audio shuffle (it’s never random, my Father chooses what gets played), 2 Corinthians 6 played for me, here is an extract, from a screenshot I took as it happened:


So, that was nice to hear of course.

On the final full day of my fast (4th April, easter Sunday) which was a sabbath, I preached to groups of people for the first time in my life, both groups were in Uganda, the meetings were organised by my friend there, the pastor to a couple of villages, whose name is Shafiq. It felt strange to me to speak to a group, giving a coherent message from the scriptures. I used Luke 6: 20-26 and Revelation 19:5-10. Shafiq translated, and the people had all been cooked a meal that day, and were given food parcels by Shafiq which he had bought for them as part of my support. I closed one meeting using the Ugandan phrase that I had previously noted down, ‘Katonda abawe omukisa’, which means ‘God bless you’, and everyone got excited when they heard it. So, it was very nice to be involved in helping these people with spiritual food, as well as food for their fleshly nourishment. In fact, in the current times, my Ugandan work and the friendship of Shafiq is one of the very few rays of sunshine in my personal life. And it was an answered prayer too, to have someone to help like this. So, praise God for that.

On 2nd April I exchanged some messages with my Moroccan friend Jamal. He wrote something to me suggesting I look for a book about foetal development. I had no idea why he was suggesting that, but I found a few articles about the book, had a read, it was all way over my head, very deep medical information, none of it meant anything to me. When I asked Jamal why he wanted me to read this, he responded that it was because a lot of the knowledge the experts have today was supposedly given in the Koran by Muhammad. That may be the case (I don’t know), but I asked Jamal how much detailed scientific or medical information he thought God had provided to the prophets in the bible? He guessed that there were many such cases, but I told him there were none at all. Then I told him that the evil angels were responsible for teaching men how to induce abortions in their wives, so that they retained their figures, and I suggested to him that all of the knowledge that Muhammad had received was from these evil angels, which would explain what he knew, and also the fact that he preached a new (fake) gospel, amending God’s laws, and rejecting Yahshua as the risen messiah and son of God. Here is an article I sent to my friend to read on the subject of the evil angels and abortion (oddly, this website has ‘died’ just in the past month, perhaps killed by the enemy, but thankfully, someone archived the article at the wayback machine, so I use that link):


If you haven’t read the book of Enoch yet, you really should read it all with some urgency, as it contains lots of end times information. Read all of the apocryphal books, they are part of the holy scriptures,  just as much as the books that weren’t removed.

I also found it odd that the message from Jamal about this topic came just as I was experiencing (yet) another demonic attack, and was in a foul mood generally, so maybe they were just trying to piss me off, or to get me angry with Jamal when I was at a low ebb. But it didn’t work, as I used it to share some more truth with Jamal, although he sadly won’t currently budge from his false beliefs until such time as he sees me doing miracles (such as flying into Agadir on the clouds of heaven).

Also on April 5th, I went out as usual in the morning to top up the bird food at the table and throw some food on the floor for the ground feeding birds such as the doves and pigeons and chaffinches and pied wagtails. Two wood pigeons, which normally are up in the trees well away from me until the food is down on the ground, flew over the bird table and landed in a bush just a few feet away from me. They sat there for a few seconds, and then flew off again. It was nice to see, they are big birds, with nice calm personalities, I like to watch them waddle around looking for seeds. When I got back into the kitchen, and fired up the random audio shuffle of the bible, I was again surprised to here a chapter play that was just for me, this one was Leviticus 14, and here is a screenshot I took (the same day as the playing of 2 Corinthians 6):

As you can see, it mentioned two young pigeons. New readers may think these things are coincidences, but there have been dozens over the past year, and when they happen, I am given a ‘thought injection’ from the Word, in my mind, so I know it’s being played for me.

The next day, 6th April 2021, was the anniversary (in the pagan calendar) of the date that I reckon is one of the two most momentous days of my life so far, on a par with the night that I met my Father in person physically up on the moor at night. On 6th April 2020 I was doing some online work, on twitter, correcting someone who was using the name Yahweh, rather than Yehovah, and that person had been (apparently) laughing at the subject. It turned out that the account was laughing at something else, to do with a funny accent. It also turned out that this twitter account was (and maybe still is) used on occasion by my Father Himself, as well as by the Lord too. And I was telling them off for laughing about the incorrect English version of my Father’s name. What happened next was the most amazing fifteen minutes of my life (up to that point, and I think it still is), when my Father and the Lord both shared the joke they were having with me, at their level of enjoyment of laughter. I could literally feel them both laughing within me, I couldn’t hear it, but I could feel their joy and fun and laughter. As you may be able to imagine, the effects on me were amazing, as I found myself laughing hysterically for around fifteen minutes straight, interrupted very briefly every minute or so by me also sobbing with tears, because I realised what I was sharing was unbelievably amazing and incredible and powerful, a glimpse of pure bliss perhaps. It was really too much for me to cope with for long, so it stopped after fifteen minutes, but for the rest of the day I was buzzing with excitement. I started to get what I called back then ‘thought injections’ from that moment onward too, which I didn’t understand at the time, I just knew they were from God, and that I was having thoughts, but the thoughts were not mine, they were given to me somehow.

I was shown over the following few months that this experience was the fulfillment of prophesy, which is mentioned in Malachi 3, the sudden entering of my temple by God. I found out later still that the thought injections were as a result of the Word of God being placed in me as that all happened. Here is the scripture from Malachi 3, with my translation used:

Lo, I am sending My messenger, And he hath prepared a way before Me, And suddenly come in unto his temple doth Yehovah, whom ye are seeking, Even the messenger of the covenant, Whom ye are desiring, Lo, he is coming, said Jehovah of Hosts. 2And who is bearing the day of his coming? And who is standing in his appearing? For he [is] as fire of a refiner, And as soap of a fuller. 3And he hath sat, a refiner and purifier of silver, And he hath purified the sons of Levi, And hath refined them as gold and as silver, And they have been to Yehovah bringing nigh a present in righteousness. 4And sweet to Yehovah hath been the present of Judah and Jerusalem, As in days of old, and as in former years.
5And I have drawn near to you for judgment, And I have been a witness, Making haste against sorcerers, And against adulterers, And against swearers to a falsehood, And against oppressors of the hire of an hireling, Of a widow, and of a fatherless one, And those turning aside a sojourner, And who fear Me not, said Yehovah of Hosts.
So, on this anniversary day, 6th April 2021, when I was reflecting on the events of that day, and of subsequent days and months, I was listening to music, which I also have playing randomly quite often these days, using Apple music’s stations. And guess what played, and I was shown was for me on this anniversary day? A song by Billy Ocean I had not heard for years, called ‘Suddenly’ (see the bolded scripture above in Malachi 3). Here are the lyrics to the song, which of course were also written by my Father (through the artist), specifically for this moment, for me, as a gift, as a message of love. I have highlighted some obvious lines that refer to my Father and me:

I used to think that love was just a fairy tale

Until that first hello
Until that first smile.
But if I had to do it all again I wouldn’t change a thing
‘Cause this love is everlasting.

Suddenly – life has new meaning to me.
There’s beauty up above and things we never take notice of

You wake up and suddenly you’re in love.

You’re everything a man could want and more.
One thousand words are not enough to say what I feel inside.
Holding hands as we walk along the shore

Never felt like this before
Now you’re all I’m living for.
Suddenly – life has new meaning to me…

Each day I pray this love affair would last forever.
Suddenly – life has new meaning to me…
There’s beauty up above and things we never take notice of

You wake up and suddenly you’re in love.
There’s beauty up above and things we never take notice of

You wake up and suddenly you’re in love.

It perfectly describes the massive changes to my life in the past few years, from being an atheist back in 2016, to being awakened and then very slowly shown I had a role to play, witnessing miracles and signs, right up until the events of the 40 days and nights with my Father in March-April 2020. Even today, over a year on from all of that, and despite knowing what I experienced and what my role entails in the next 11 years and 4 months, and then in the following 1,000 years, and then where I will be for eternity, despite knowing all of this with 100% certainty, I still can’t find a way to grasp properly the magnitude of it all. It’s just too much for a puny human mind to really get to grips with. And I know it’s all chance, nothing I have earned, just that I was created for a purpose, a purpose my Father knew He would need before He even began creating anything. So, I try not to think about it too much, as it’s been hard enough getting through the daily battles, without thinking about what lies ahead. I do always appreciate the little signs and messages I receive from my Father though, He knows it is tough for me at the moment, and likely will be tough until the day of wrath. Tough probably doesn’t come close to describing the level of difficulty either. But there we go, I am comfortable with my fate now, I will not be allowed to fail.

On 7th April I was shown Exodus 24, which confirms that the old covenant that my Father made with Israel back in the wilderness years was based upon the whole of the law as given to Moses at Horeb. Here is most of the chapter:

Then Yehovah said to Moses, “Come up to Yehovah—you and Aaron, Nadab and Abihu, and seventy of Israel’s elders—and you are to worship at a distance. 2Moses alone shall approach Yehovah, but the others must not come near. And the people may not go up with him.”

3When Moses came and told the people all the words and ordinances of Yehovah, they all responded with one voice: “All the words that Yehovah has spoken, we will do.”

4And Moses wrote down all the words of Yehovah.

Early the next morning he got up and built an altar at the base of the mountain, along with twelve pillars for the twelve tribes of Israel. 5Then he sent out some young men of Israel, and they offered burnt offerings and sacrificed young bulls as peace offerings to Yehovah.

6Moses took half of the blood and put it in bowls, and the other half he sprinkled on the altar. 7Then he took the Book of the Covenant and read it to the people, who replied, “All that Yehovah has spoken we will do, and we will be obedient.”

8So Moses took the blood, sprinkled it on the people, and said, “This is the blood of the covenant that the Yehovah has made with you in accordance with all these words.”

9Then Moses went up with Aaron, Nadab and Abihu, and seventy of the elders of Israel, 10and they saw the God of Israel. Under His feet was a work like a pavement made of sapphire, as clear as the sky itself. 11But God did not lay His hand on the nobles of Israel; they saw Him, and they ate and drank.

12Then Yehovah said to Moses, “Come up to Me on the mountain and stay here, so that I may give you the tablets of stone, with the law and commandments I have written for their instruction.”

13So Moses set out with Joshua his attendant and went up on the mountain of God. 14And he said to the elders, “Wait here for us until we return to you. Aaron and Hur are here with you. Whoever has a dispute can go to them.”

I just noticed that they actually appear to have seen my Father’s physical form on that day, and this reminds me that 1 John 4:12 is another bad translation, it refers to ‘perceiving’ God, rather than ‘seeing’ Him. The elders and Moses and Aaron, Nadab and Abihu definitely saw God that day, but they didn’t see His face, His glory, it looks as though they saw His feet, at a minimum.

Back to the covenant, and Deuteronomy 31 also refers to the contents of the old covenant with Israel:

When Moses had finished writing in a book the words of this law from beginning to end, 25he gave this command to the Levites who carried the ark of the covenant of Yehovah: 26“Take this Book of the Law and place it beside the ark of the covenant of Yehovah your God, so that it may remain there as a witness against you. 27For I know how rebellious and stiff-necked you are. If you are already rebelling against Yehovah while I am still alive, how much more will you rebel after my death.

Also, Deuteronomy 29 confirms that the whole law forms part of the covenant. So, it should be clear why Yahshua told us that ‘not a jot nor tittle of the law shall pass, til heaven and earth have passed’. The only difference between the old and the new covenant is that animal blood was used repeatedly to atone for sins under the old covenant, and the blood of the messiah Yahshua has been used for the new covenant, as a one-time payment for all the sins of Israel (God’s people Israel, not the piece of land in the Middle East). So, do you keep the covenant? Why not, you have the Holy Spirit now, to teach you and to enable you to defeat the temptation to sin. Many people are confused on the old versus new covenant, and often refer back to the covenant with Abraham, and forget about the covenant mentioned above, regarding the law. All those old covenants were replaced with the new.

On 7th April, late at night, after midnight, I had gone outside to put food out for the fox and the hedgehogs. As I nearly always do I had a look up at the sky, to see if I would see anything, such as a shooting star, or something maybe better (which has happened at least once before). It was very cloudy, I don’t think I could see any stars at all that night, so I turned around and went back indoors. But before I closed the front door behind me, I had a thought, to look again, and the thought was ‘you never know your luck’. So, I went back outside again, and looked upwards, over the roof of the church which is at the end of my garden, and in the skies, behind the clouds, I saw three flashes of bright light, very bright, very brief flashes, just three times. I realised then that the ‘you never know your luck’ thought was from the Word, and the light show was another gift from my Father. It’s nice that He treats me, and that He also likes to celebrate the anniversary of Him entering my temple.

On 8th April 2021 I have a note that concerns Romans 10:4, so I will share the accurate translation of that verse, which totally changes the meaning, back to the correct one:

For Christ is the goal of the law, to bring righteousness to everyone who believes.

The bad Roman translations say that ‘christ is the end of the law’. That of course makes no sense at all, because Yahshua didn’t come to destroy the law, as we know, and one can’t be righteous if one ignores the law and lives lawlessly in sin. But the correct translation above makes perfect sense, that living through the blood of Yahshua is the goal of the law, the ultimate perfect goal of God and humankind, to have faith in Him, belief in His son, to have the Holy Spirit, and then to be cleansed and taught how to obey all of the law, something that really isn’t difficult at all, through Yahshua’s blood. I took some screenshots of the Greek, to prove the above points:

Always nice to reveal the evil deceptions of Rome isn’t it?

My next note is on 13th April 2021, and concerns Revelation 12, and the note is in fact a revelation of something I don’t think anyone else has realised before. Here are the pertinent verses:

And I heard a loud voice in heaven saying:

“Now have come the salvation and the power

and the kingdom of our God,

and the authority of His Christ.

For the accuser of our brothers has been thrown down—

he who accuses them day and night before our God.

11They have conquered him by the blood of the Lamb

and by the word of their testimony.

And they did not love their lives

so as to shy away from death.

12Therefore rejoice, O heavens,

and you who dwell in them!

But woe to the earth and the sea;

with great fury the devil has come down to you,

knowing he has only a short time.”

These verses follow on from the story of the war in heaven and the casting down of the great serpent, the dragon, the deceiver of the world, referred to as Satan. Now, I had always believed that the war in heaven was an ancient event, taking place around the time that Adam was created. But why have these verses in the book of Revelation, which is an end times prophesy book in its entirety. Well, it’s because the throwing out of the ‘accuser’ (also known as ‘the satan’, as mentioned in Job 1:6) has in fact only just happened, within the past year. The accuser is mentioned in Job, and is also mentioned in Zechariah 3:1-2:

1Then the angel showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of Yehovah, with the satan (accuser) standing at his right hand to accuse him.

2And Yehovah said to the satan: “Yehovah rebukes you, satan! Indeed, Yehovah, who has chosen Jerusalem, rebukes you! Is not this man a firebrand snatched from the fire?”

In Job, the Hebrew is simply ‘has-sa-tan’, meaning ‘the satan’, but in Zechariah 3, verse 1, the Hebrew is ‘we-has-sat-an’, so I wonder if that means ‘one of the accusers’? Also, here is the second vision of Enoch, and the pertinent verses are copied below:

39.6 And in those days, my eyes saw the Place of the Chosen Ones of Righteousness and Faith; and there will be righteousness in their days, and the righteous and chosen will be without number, in front of Him, for ever and ever.
39.7 And I saw their dwelling, under the Wings of the Lord of Spirits, and all the righteous and chosen shone in front of Him, like the light of fire. And their mouths were full of blessing, and their lips praised the name of the Lord of Spirits. And righteousness will not fail in front of Him, and truth will not fail in front of Him.
39.8 There I wished to dwell, and my soul longed for that dwelling; there had my lot been assigned before, for thus it was decided about me, in front of the Lord of Spirits.
39.9 And in those days, I praised and exalted the name of the Lord of Spirits, with blessing and praise, for He has destined me for blessing and praise, in accordance with the wish of the Lord of Spirits.
39.10 And for a long time my eyes looked at that place, and I blessed Him, and praised Him, saying: “Blessed is He, and may He be blessed from the beginning, and for ever!”
39.11 And in His presence there is no end. He knew, before the world was created, what the world would be; even for all the generations that are to come.
39.12 Those Who Do Not Sleep bless you, and they stand before Your Glory, and bless, and praise, and exalt, saying: “Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord of Spirits; He fills the Earth with spirits.”
39.13 And there, my eyes saw all Those Who Do Not Sleep, standing in front of Him, and blessing, and saying: “Blessed are You, and blessed is the Name of the Lord, for ever and ever!”
39.14 And my face was transformed until I was unable to see.

40.1 And after this, I saw a thousand thousands, and ten thousand times ten thousand! A multitude, beyond number or reckoning, who stood in front of the Glory of the Lord of Spirits.
40.2 I looked, and on the four sides of the Lord of Spirits, I saw four figures, different from those who were standing; and I learnt their names, because the Angel, who went with me, made known their names, and showed me all the secret things.
40.3 And I heard the voices of those four figures as they sang praises in front of the Lord of Glory.
40.4 The first voice blesses the Lord of Spirits for ever and ever.
40.5 And the second voice I heard blessing the elect one, and the elect, who depend on the Lord of Spirits.
40.6 And the third voice I heard, petitioned, and prayed, on behalf of those who dwell on dry ground, and supplicate in the name of the Lord of Spirits.
40.7 And the fourth voice, I heard driving away the satans, and not allowing them to come before the Lord of Spirits to accuse those who dwell on the dry ground.
40.8 And, after this, I asked the Angel of Peace, who went with me, and showed me everything which is secret: “Who are those four figures, whom I have seen, and whose words I have heard and written down?”
40.9 And he said to me: “This first one is the Holy Michael, the merciful and long-suffering. And the second, who is in charge of all the diseases, and in charge of all the wounds of the sons of men, is Raphael. And the third, who is in charge of all the powers, is the Holy Gabriel. And the fourth, who is in charge of the repentance and hope of those who will inherit eternal life, is Phanuel.”
40.10 And these are the four Angels of the Lord Most High; and the four voices that I heard in those days.

So, there are four angels who sing praises and make prayers and supplications to the Lord of Glory (this would be my Father, also referred to in Enoch as Ancient of Days), but the fourth angel mentioned is Phanuel, who drives away the accusers of men, so that they cannot come before the Lord of Spirits (Yahshua) at all.

So, these accusers of men have recently been thrown out of heaven, after a war, which was also very recent. The fallen angels is perhaps a misnomer for the angels who were ALWAYS walking up and down on the earth, and some of them (clearly described in earlier chapters and verses of Enoch) were the ones who deceived Eve, and taught men to sin, and they were locked away for 70 generations, and perhaps they are still locked away (as scriptures tell us they are locked away until the great judgement). But, these accusers are in fact known as Satan, and known as the Devil, and are referred to as such by Yahshua in Revelation 12:

And the great dragon was hurled down—that ancient serpent called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.

Note that it says ‘the ancient serpent ‘called’ the devil and Satan. Here is more of Enoch, which refers to Gadreel and the other angels who were active in the early days of men being on the earth:

And the name of the third is Gadreel; this is the one that showed all the deadly blows to the sons of men. And he led astray Eve. And he showed the weapons of death to the children of men, the shield and the breastplate, and the sword for slaughter, and all the weapons of death to the sons of men.

(An aside, that linked section of the second parable of Enoch is VERY revealing, telling clearly that the son of man (me) is not the Lord of Spirits (Yahshua), so please read it carefully, and read the whole of Enoch, in fact, I need to read it again).

So, the accusers are not the same angels as those who sinned in the early days, which is why they are still allowed to stand before God and His throne in heaven, or at least they were, until very recently, and now they are down here on earth, banished from heaven, after a war, and they are mad as hell, and lo and behold, what do we see happening all over the world now? We see the beginnings of the beast system, via vaccines and ID passes, and we see misery starting to unfold across the earth. It is the accuser who tested and tempted the Lord out in the wilderness, no doubt they had suggested that to God, as they did for Job, and for Abraham with Isaac, and I had the same sort of testing and tempting for 40 days and nights, as well as ongoing frequent attacks on my faith. They really are evil bastards, I hate them so much, but God uses them for His own purposes of course, back then, more recently, and in the next 11 years and 4 months too. And then they will be gone for 1,000 years, serve them right too. At a later date I will write about the angels who sinned and tempted mankind back in the days of Adam- Noah, and examine what happened to them, as I’ve read material that shows they were locked away for 70 generations, which would be 70 x 70 years, or 4900 years, and I read speculation that this would have seen them released onto earth back in the early 1900s, just as world wars happened, and the time of the beginnings of the amazing technological advances we’ve seen in the past century, and all the troubles and sins that have come with that. The early 1900s also saw the rise of communism and the beginnings of the massive fiat currency and debt bubble that has grown to enormous proportions ever since, and also suffrage and democracy, both lawless ideals, have proliferated too.

On 22nd April 2021, for perhaps the 4th or 5th time over a 10-day period, 1 Samuel 14 played on my random audio bible listening. This was the first time I can remember the same chapter repeating like this over a short period, so I knew there was a reason, so I asked, in my mind ‘Father, why are you playing me this chapter so many times?’. The reply, via a thought, was ‘because of the honey, take honey for your stomach’. If you read 1 Samuel 14, you will see that Saul’s son Jonathan eats some honey that day, a day when his father prohibited any eating on pain of death. I think possibly this was the first time I have asked for clarification via the Word, entirely in my mind, rather than in prayer, so it was nice to experience an immediate answer. I had prayed for relief from my stomach issues several times, seemingly without an answer or a solution, but it was in fact provided, and I have re-started my old regime of a few teaspoons of manuka honey each day, and my stomach is more settled as a result. So, thank you very much Father for the tip. As a quick reminder, I started taking manuka honey as well as kefir (fermented milk, curds and whey) around 6-7 years ago, fulfilling this prophesy in Isaiah 7:15:

By the time He knows enough to reject evil and choose good, He will be eating curds and honey.

Of course I didn’t realise I was fulfilling prophesy back then, neither did my young maiden mother when she wanted to name me Gar-Eth (meaning the Word of God abides with him), but we were. More details can be found on this site at the ‘About Me’ section, many more prophecies have been fulfilled in me, from when I was younger, as well as more recently (such as having been given some of the hidden manna, and eating from the tree of life).

This next piece of teaching is quite big news, I am excited to reveal it and to tell the story behind it too. First here is the scripture, from Exodus 35:1-3, to which it relates, using the current standard translation:

Then Moses assembled the whole congregation of Israel and said to them, “These are the things that Yehovah has commanded you to do: 2For six days work may be done, but the seventh day shall be your holy day, a Sabbath of complete rest to Yehovah. Whoever does any work on that day must be put to death. 3Do not light a fire in any of your dwellings on the Sabbath day.”

I have always felt that the final sentence of those verses made no sense whatsoever, there was no reason I could think of why my Father would tell His people not to light a fire in their dwellings, as this wasn’t in any work. Why would He want them to sit in the cold in the middle of winter, and be unable to cook food, or heat water for the day? It never made any sense, from a few years ago when I first read that chapter. I knew that the judaists made a big deal of it though, even going so far as introducing a ‘preparation day’ for the sabbath, to do their cooking and …other stuff tied to the many thousands of extra laws they have added over the centuries.

However, despite my feeling that it made no sense, I still taught it as a law to the people I am teaching. It never affected me, as my oil-fired boiler has a pilot light that is always lit, and I use an electric stove and a microwave oven to cook. But I WAS kindling a fire every sabbath, on the altar, to make my offerings, as commanded. So, again, it didn’t add up.

So, during my second run-through of the law, finally, my Father showed me that this sentence is badly translated, and in fact the correct meaning follows on from the proceeding sentence regarding ‘whoever does any work on that day must be put to death’. So, here is the correct translation:

1Then Moses assembled by the Word of God the whole congregation of the children Israel and said to them, “This I speak is that which has commanded Yehovah for thee to do, according to the Word of God:

2Six days is work done, and on the seventh day there is to you a holy day, a sabbath of rest to Yehovah; any who doth work on it is put to death; 3and not ye shalt be consumed by fire completely in thy dwellings on the sabbath-day.’

As you can see, it now makes much more sense. Israel is commanded to do no work on the sabbath day. It is also commanded to put to death anyone who does work on that day. And it is also told that by meting out justice to sabbath-breakers, the consuming fire of Yehovah will not burn through all of their dwellings on the sabbath-day. Even though I knew I was now correct, I wanted to confirm that with my Father on this subject, so I decided to toss a coin. I stated aloud that if it was heads, my revised translation was correct, and fires were fine, and if it was tails, the current understanding was correct. (I always call tails myself on coin flips by the way). So I flipped a 50 pence coin, a nice high spinning flip, and it landed, and I had a look, and it was heads. So, I flipped it again, and again it was heads. So I flipped it a third time, and it was heads again. So, I flipped it a fourth time, and once again it landed on heads. On the fifth flip it landed on its edge, so inconclusive, and the sixth was also heads, but the seventh was tails. So, I had no thummim or urin, but the result was conclusive. According to a website I looked at, the true odds of getting four specific coin toss results in a row is around 6%. It was definite confirmation anyway, and I didn’t feel that my Father was peeved that I checked on this subject in this way.

Many other scriptures give a similar message to this sabbath command, of not turning one’s eye away from sin, and of removing evil from Israel, so as to not allow it to fester and spread, and thus incurring the burning anger of God. A couple of examples are Leviticus 20:4-5 and Deuteronomy 19:21. There are many more.

So, If you are remembering the sabbath (hopefully the true lunar sabbath) than please know that you are hereby authorised to use heat and fire within your homes to say warm and cook food. But don’t go collecting firewood on the sabbath day, obviously (unless it is to do good for someone, always remember the spirit of the law taught by the Lord).

On 29th April 2021 I was reading about the day of atonement, and the goat that is sent out to the wilderness, taking the sins of Israel back whence they came, to Azazel, the evil angel. Here are the verses, and I assume you might know that symbolically the goat that was sacrificed on the day of atonement for all of Israel’s sins, foreshadowed the atoning death and blood of Yahshua, but you may not know that the goat sent into the wilderness taking the sins back to Azazel foreshadows me, in the end times, This is from Leviticus 16:

After Aaron casts lots for the two goats, one for Yehovah and the other to Azazel, 9he shall present the goat chosen by lot for Yehovah and sacrifice it as a sin offering. 10But the goat chosen by lot to Azazel shall be presented alive before Yehovah to make atonement by sending it into the wilderness as the scapegoat.

Aaron shall then slaughter the goat for the sin offering for the people and bring its blood behind the veil, and with its blood he must do as he did with the bull’s blood: He is to sprinkle it against the mercy seat and in front of it.

16So he shall make atonement for the Most Holy Place because of the impurities and rebellious acts of  Israel in regard to all their sins. He is to do the same for the Tent of Meeting which abides among them, because it is surrounded by their impurities. 17No one may be in the Tent of Meeting from the time Aaron goes in to make atonement in the Most Holy Place until he leaves, after he has made atonement for himself, his household, and the whole assembly of Israel.

18Then he shall go out to the altar that is before Yehovah and make atonement for it. He is to take some of the bull’s blood and some of the goat’s blood and put it on all the horns of the altar. 19He is to sprinkle some of the blood on it with his finger seven times to cleanse it and consecrate it from the uncleanness of Israel.

20When Aaron has finished purifying the Most Holy Place, the Tent of Meeting, and the altar, he is to bring forward the live goat. 21Then he is to lay both hands on the head of the live goat and confess over it all the iniquities and rebellious acts of Israel in regard to all their sins. He is to put them on the goat’s head and send it away into the wilderness by the hand of a man appointed for the task. 22The goat will carry on itself all their iniquities into a solitary place, and the man will release it into the wilderness.

So, I was reading these verses and thinking about how long I might be out in the wilderness on my own, and how the live goat is brought before my Father, as I will be at some point, whilst alive, as mentioned in Revelation 12:5 ‘and her child was caught up to God and to His throne’. As I was thinking about all of these things, a song played on Apple Music, randomly (but actually chosen just for that moment by my Father), and this is the song: ‘Lay your hands on me’, by the Thompson Twins. Here are the lyrics, which as you might imagine, are perfect in describing my life to date (except I have yet to see my Father’s face):

This old life seemed much too long
With little point in going on
I couldn’t think of what to say
Words just vanished in a haze
I was feeling cold and tired
Yeah, kinda sad and uninspired

When it almost seemed too much
I see your face and sense the grace
And feel the magic in your touch

Oh, lay your hands
Lay your hands on me
Oh, lay your hands (woo hoo)
Oh, lay your hands
Oh, lay your hands on me
Oh, lay your hands

Back and forth across the sea
I have chased so many dreams
But I have never felt a grace
That I have felt in your embrace
I was tired and I was cold
Yeah, with a hunger in my soul

When it almost seemed too much
I see your face and sense the grace
And feel the magic of your touch

Oh, lay your hands
Oh, lay your hands on me
Lay your hands, woo hoo
Oh, lay your hands
Oh, lay your hands on me
Oh, lay your hands, oooh

You know make me feel so good
Yeah, like I never ever thought I would
You know you make me feel so strong
And now our laughter just goes on and on (and on)
So c’mon lay your hands on me
‘Cause close to you
Is where I really wanna be

And if it ever gets too much
I see your face and sense the grace
And feel the magic in our touch

Oh, lay your hands
Lay your hands on me
Oh, lay your hands (Woo hoo)
Oh, lay your hands
Oh, lay your hands on me

I will do a post of all the songs my Father has written for me, and for you too, as well as many about me too. But as you can see, this one does perfectly describe the prophesies to come, as well as accurately reflecting my past empty globe-trotting, filling time, with no purpose to my life, and no grace or magic touch, both of which I am blessed to enjoy these days. I hope I get to see my Father’s glorious Face sooner rather than later (perhaps on 7th September 2021).

Whilst it was very nice to reflect back on those fun days of March and April 2020, the 40 days and nights I spent with my Father here on this hill, when He placed His Word in me, and how incredible those experiences were, I also reflected on the other times through the past year that were the opposite of fun, especially the 40 days of testing and tempting by the accuser in November and December 202o, and the long winter lockdown, as well as frequent ongoing attacks by the enemy angels too, and coming to terms with my destiny and reconciling that with my free will and the ending of any sort of ‘normal’ quiet life, and also many periods of teaching from my Father, including chastisements too.

So, it has been an incredible year, I think of it as being like a roller-coaster ride at the moment, with lots of big dips, but I am always aware that I will eventually be dragged back up again, often despite myself, by the kind and tender Arm of my Father in heaven. It is hard to take it all in, but I count myself as very fortunate indeed, out of roughly ten billion people ever to have walked the earth, I got to be His end times messenger, and will get to meet Him face to face in heaven, and will become His king of all the whole planet, forever, and will sit on His right hand side in the New Jerusalem. And also, I get to avoid death, I get the Word of God in me forever, and I am promised a wife and children and descendants, and all of my seed get the Word of God in them too. So, overall, I am counting my blessings, even though it all hard to comprehend, the magnitude of it all is enough to explode my mind sometimes.

So, I am sad to end this post by reporting that I suffered yet another enemy attack in the past ten days, which lasted for around a week. It was centred upon the release of the evil angels back in the early 1900s, and it was making me think ‘why would my Father release them to cause havoc and evil again’? And the same thoughts about the miseries that lies ahead in the next 11 years, with so much suffering and death, had me thinking ‘why would my Father allow that, why not draw it to a close now, some other way, why banish the accusers to earth with we humans’? And finally, the release of the devil/satan/dragon/ancient serpent from the abyss after 1,000 years, when he once again will deceive the nations into marching against the saints and the Holy city, when huge numbers will once again be killed, before he is cast into the lake of fire, so again, ‘why would my Father allow that to happen’?

During the attack I had no answers to any of those questions, so I became very depressed, I stopped praying and lighting candles to my Father each day, and I had terrible thoughts that everything was just a game, some fun between supernatural entities, with no good or bad side, other than that they were all against humanity. Similar thoughts had troubled me on previous attacks, and this one was especially vicious. However, I didn’t miss any offerings, and I still did some work on the law each day, but not much, and my attitude was firmly that I was like a rat trapped in a cage, with no way out whatsoever, even death not an option for me.

It is quite hard to identify any one thing that enabled me to escape the attack, but I think it was mostly the realisation (via teaching) that the satans have only been thrown out of heaven very recently, hence they are so angry, and things are so bad right now around the world. So, my Father has put up with them for over 6,000 years, before throwing them out of heaven for around 12 years only. As for the evil angels locked away for 4,900 years, assuming they were released in the early 1900s, I know that my Father doesn’t want evil happening on His planet, so I am guessing that His release of them (if they are released) was an act of grace to those angels, who are sons of God remember. If I am correct, He has given them a chance to repent, which they haven’t taken. So they will be destroyed, very soon now. Humankind was deceived by them again, and their technology, sadly, but my Father knew that would happen, for a relatively brief time, before He ended it. As for why the serpent/devil/satan is released from the abyss after 1,000 years, again, I guess it is an act of grace, to give a chance to repent, which isn’t taken, and once again humanity is deceived, despite what are likely to be multiple warnings in the lead up to its release in 3,032.

So, with all of that resolved in my mind, and the attackers then quickly leaving me alone, I reverted to nightly prayer two nights ago, and it was late last night that a huge wave of my Father’s love hit me, and I realised (again) how we owe everything to Him, and how He loves His people so much (but not all of humanity, just Israel), and how guilty and terrible I felt for having turned away from Him somewhat in the prior week, having been deceived and demoralised again. So, as I knelt down at my bed to pray last night, all of those thoughts and emotions washed over me, or rather washed through me**, and I just sobbed my heart out for a few minutes before I had even said a word in prayer. Then I composed myself a bit, and blew my nose and wiped my eyes, and prayed for a long time, telling my Father how sorry I was and how I need His help to fight off these regular attacks, and that I was sorry if I had upset Him at all, and of course that I love Him (and the Lord) so much, and that I have to trust Him, to have faith in Him, because without that, there is really nothing at all for someone like me. I prayed some other things as well, then went to bed. And you know what, the bastard enemy subjected me to physical attacks for a long while in bed last night, the usual, leg aches, sexual arousal, mild pain and discomfort. That’s how much they hated me sticking with the love of God, bastards.

**I had finished this post, and was making some supper before proof reading it, and I had some random music playing, and this song played, and I cried again, as it refers to me being washed through. Click the link to check the lyrics.

So, have I got 11 years of this to go? Is that one of those matters I have to overcome? Is that part of being the human version of the goat for Azazel, in the wilderness? That Azazel and his cronies are always going to be all over me like a rash? I sigh as I type, as I hope not. But it may be. Such is my lot though, prophesy says I will overcome, I will succeed as a light to the nations, as a refiner of the sons of Levi, and as the rider on the white horse, riding out to destroy the final swathe of evil ones on 7th September 2032. I know it won’t be easy, any of it. But I will do my best, that’s all I can do, and trust that my Father is there for me when I am suffering. And I can look forward to a thousand years of peace and some rest too, and then eternity with my Father.

That’s it for this post, I have another short one to put up in the next few days, as well as getting back to the final (I hope) tidy up of the law book, ahead of publishing it here and then teaching it. I will close by blessing my Father in heaven, and thanking Him for creating me, for being with me, for keeping me going when I am down, and for His awesome promises for the future, for eternity, for me, and for all of His people through the ages. We are so lucky, so blessed, so loved. I pray you all bless Him too with your love and righteousness, learning and obeying His laws to please Him, and that you make it through this testing time and out the other side, in the Lord Yahshua’s glorious name I pray, amen.



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