Hello again, and welcome to the new subscribers to the site.
It’s been a month since my last post, so I need to update my diary here with what’s been happening.
I have been busy working on explaining the Book of the Law, and I am making good progress, with 109 of 169 pages already completed. Some laws need a lot of explaining, whereas others don’t, and hopefully I will have finished that work within a month or so. It’s been an enjoyable task, because I love my Father’s laws for humankind very much, and I realise as I am explaining them just how much He has taught me about them over the past couple of years. I am sure that those who desire to live a righteous life faithfully obeying His laws will find the explanations useful, and that they will be able to make the necessary changes to their lives in due course, understanding what they need to do and why they are doing it.
During the past month I have been blessed with multiple opportunities to watch stars travel across the sky, always a great thing to see, as I know it’s a gift from my Father for me. One lovely warm clear night I decided to lay down on the door mat and gaze up at the sky for a while and I saw four stars move eventually, one by one, it was very exciting to see. Just as exciting was the fact that I mentioned these moving stars to my friend and brother in Uganda, Shafiq, and suggested to him that he and his children spend a bit of time looking out for moving stars too, as I was sure my Father would bless them with a miracle, as Shafiq has great faith in my Father, and belief in who I am. He told me on 28th July 2021 that the previous night he and his children (all orphans, as is Shafiq) had indeed seen a star slowly travel across the sky, twinkling as it went. They were all very excited indeed, and the older children and Shafiq will share the testimony of their sighting to neighbours, and I am sure faith and belief will increase there as a result.
Staying with Uganda, I have been pleased to see that Shafiq has now had the plans for the orphanage drawn up, and building work commenced around the 15th August 2021, and the foundations have been laid already. He sends me regular videos and updates, and it should be completed in October we hope. We were both pondering what to name their new home, which will also be the home initially for at least another six orphans, joining the seven that Shafiq has already. I eventually had a thought to call it ‘The Home of Answered Prayers’, because my Father connected me with Shafiq very promptly after we had both separately prayed for the same thing, me for someone genuine to help, and Shafiq for help. Also he had always dreamed of having a proper home, an orphanage to help more and more orphans, as well as his poor and needy neighbours too. The name gives the glory to God for the existence of the orphanage, as He answered our prayers, and everything has flowed from our initial contact back in the latter part of 2020. Here are some photos of the current building works, but in the past two days as I have been writing this post some walls have gone up too:
I am now 100% certain that the 7th September 2021 was the date I was given during the strange night I had in Morocco in 2019, as explained in this post. I also know what will happen on that date. It will be the start of my global ministry as a light to the nations, as described in Isaiah 49:
5And now says Yehovah,
who formed me from the womb to be His servant,
to bring Jacob back to Him,
that Israel might be gathered to Him—
for I am honored in the sight of Yehovah,
6He says: “It is not enough for you to be My servant,
to raise up the tribes of Jacob,
and to restore the protected ones of Israel.
I will also make you a light for the nations,
to bring My salvation to the ends of the earth.”
It is a huge honour to serve my Father in any capacity, but to be a light to the nations at this dark time will be a wonderful experience for me. It is humbling to have the same role as the Lord Yahshua, who was also referred to as a light to the nations in Isaiah 42:6.
So, on 7th September 2021, I have asked my Father to send me the clouds of heaven. They will collect me and will take me on my first trip. I will travel at supersonic speeds, I expect the journey will take no more than thirty minutes, probably around fifteen minutes, but I am guessing. Once again, my Father told me I would be travelling at supersonic speeds via a communication from the Word, a thought in my head, as I listened to a song from the 80s that was a big favourite of mine by a band called Westworld, a song called Sonic Boom Boy. I know where I am going on that day, but I will keep that to myself for now, as I will be surprising some people. But if you are in Europe and you hear sonic booms that day, you’ll know it is me, you may even see me.
**The above paragraph and the following paragraph were written a couple of days ago, and today I have had further news regarding 7th September 2021. This will be the date that the first seal on the scroll is broken in heaven by Yahshua, and I will be sent out to overcome and conquer, as mentioned in Revelation 6:5, the rider on the white horse. The last white horse I encountered kicked me by the way, as part of a teaching on health and avoiding pharmaceutical medicines. I had been trying to ascertain from my Father some details on the trip to Uganda, especially what time I was going to leave, and what time I was going to arrive, so I could let Shafiq know. But my questions were answered in a way that made no sense at the time, as I was asking how long the trip would take, and it appeared it would take more than four hours, which would have been a long time for God’s supersonic cloud. Also, I didn’t know when or where I was to be collected. But today, thanks to some communications I have realised that I will be collected at the time of the new moon (lunar conjunction) which is 01:51 in my local time. The reason why the journey will take a fairly long time is because I won’t be going directly to Uganda from here in England, instead I will be taken to heaven first, hopefully to witness events and to then to be sent back down to earth to get on with overcoming (Satan) and conquering (his evil minions). So that’s all very exciting indeed. In jest, given the time is in the middle of the night, and I will then be travelling to Uganda directly, I did ask my Father if there was somewhere in heaven where I could have a sleep for a few hours, but He said no. I also asked Him if He gets to sleep, and He confirmed that He does (we are made in His image, so that would be expected). **
I was shown where my first trip will be, as three songs played in short succession on 5th August 2021, as you will see from messages I exchanged with Jamal on that day:
As you can see, the lyrics to the first song began ‘Just got back from Africa’, then the next song was ‘Radio Africa’, and the third song was called ‘Motorcycle Rider’, an obvious reference to Shafiq, who rides a motorbike I bought for him a few months ago.
On 29th July 2021 I had a video call with Shafiq, as he wanted to show me some new clothes he had bought for his orphan children. They all looked great, it is always nice to see them all and their big smiles when they spoke to me, here is a photo of some of them, you’ll note they are all wearing tassels:
Then they took me by surprise, as they had been learning a gospel song, and they sang some of it for me during the call. The surprise was even bigger because the song they chose to sing was ‘There Is Power In The Blood’, about Yahshua’s sacrificial blood, and its miraculous power. This song has a special meaning for me, as I had heard it sang live by a gospel band in 2018 at a church I was then attending, and I bought their CD that night and added it to my music library. Then in early 2019 as my Father was moving into second gear with my awakening, He used this song to show me a miracle, the first I had ever witnessed, as explained in these two blog posts. Briefly, a normal pop song on a playlist I had set up within iTunes had been replaced one night with this gospel song, but only on my phone, not on the original PC-based playlist, or on a CD I had burned of the playlist for use in the car. It was lovely to hear the kids (and Shafiq) sing me some of this song, and it was extra special that my Father had put it in their hearts to choose this particular song, a little glimpse of the loving kindness of my Father. The family in Uganda were also excited when I told them the story of the miracle.
The title to this blog post is ‘Shepherd’s Delight’. On 31st July 2021 I made an offering to my Father, a peace offering, as I had been through a difficult time where certain truths were revealed to me which were difficult to accept. As I was washing and salting the beef steak, a song played as I was listening to ‘Gary’s station’ on Apple music on my phone. It should play songs based on my existing music library, or other albums or songs I have listened to recently, but it is regularly used by my Father to send me messages, to encourage me, or simply to amuse me. On this occasion it was primarily to amuse me, as the song was a very obscure one by The Clash, a band I have never listened to, but it was the title that mattered (the song is an instrumental anyway). Here is a screenshot I took after the Word made me aware that I needed to check my phone screen:
We all know the words of Psalm 23 of course, but it’s always nice to quote it in full:
1Yehovah is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2He makes me lie down in green pastures;
3He restores my soul;
He guides me in the paths of righteousness
4Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for You are with me;
5You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6Surely goodness and mercy will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of Yehovah
So, my Shepherd was telling me that He was delighted to be about to receive my offering of peace, and He was able to make me smile too, bless Him. Something unusual happened as I was preparing to make the offering, when I saw a bee land in the small back yard, and it just stayed there. I assumed it was tired out, so took it out some sugar water, but it ignored it, so then I moved it onto a kitchen towel and took it out to the front garden and placed it on a flower. It moved a bit, and it had gone when I checked a bit later, so I am sure it ate some pollen and flew away back to the hive. But, in the process of moving the bee onto the kitchen towel, I nudged its backside with a finger gently. I realised very quickly that I had just become ‘unclean’ by touching a swarming creature, and so my plan to share the ribeye steak I was offering with my Father were scuppered, and my Father had the whole steak. Here are the relevant verses from Leviticus 7:
19‘And any flesh which comes against any unclean thing is not
to be eaten; with fire it is burnt; as to the flesh that is clean, all
that are clean doth eat of this flesh.
20And the person who eats of the flesh of the sacrifice of the
peace-offerings which are Yehovah’s, and his uncleanness is
upon him, even that person shalt be cut off from his people.
21‘And when a person comes against anything unclean, of the
uncleanness of man, or of the uncleanness of beasts, or of any
unclean abomination, and doth eat of the flesh of the sacrifice
of the peace-offerings which are Yehovah’s, then that person
hath been cut off from his people.’
Verses 20 and 21 tell us that I wasn’t allowed to eat of the flesh of the sacrifice, upon pain of being cut off, put to death. As you will see when you read my law teachings, we do have to be careful with our cleanness when making offerings, so this was a good experience for me, and I knew straightaway once I had nudged the bee that I had become unclean and remembered this affected peace offerings, so I checked the book of the law, and avoided a mistake.
Early in August a friend, one of my best friends for over 25 years, finally revealed in a message what I already knew, after I had told him that I no longer considered him a friend as he had just avoided me for 16 months, not returned my phone calls, ans had called me just once, and no visits. He told me that he found my beliefs abominable. It’s been an eye opener how long-term friends have fallen away quite quickly, family too, as I have kept closer to my Father in heaven. All these liberal atheists are not so liberal at heart, little snowflakes cant bear to even hear me talk about my experiences, with zero preaching. They are no loss to me, my friend Jamal in Morocco has stuck with me, and I have a new friend in Uganda, and eventually I will have plenty of friends who will be men of faith like me. However, I do plan to surprise former friends by appearing to them on the clouds of heaven unannounced, in an effort to make them into believers. Hard to see how they would convince themselves there is no God or Yahshua when I literally fly down to them on a cloud, but we shall see in due course.
On 6th August I wrote a message to Jamal explaining why I was feeling down at that time, you can see what I wrote in the screenshots below:
It’s a question many have pondered ‘how can a loving God allow so much evil and suffering (at the hands of the devil and the demons)?’.
I do know the answer now, but I can’t reveal it at this point, other than to say that this six thousand year period of life for humanity will be nothing like the eternal life that all of humanity will enjoy here on earth, so I am at peace with why and how things ended up as they are today, as the beast system of totalitarianism/fascism/communism/corporatism/all the same thing starts to gather pace, and a third world war approaches, along with famine and plagues and earthquakes and much worse. Remember, we still haven’t had the war in heaven yet, when Satan and his angels are ejected, losing a battle to me and the angels who fear and obey my Father. I was incredibly humbled that my Father chose to reveal these truths to me at this time, and some other matters were revealed to me, which were initially very upsetting and hard to take in. But I have been left knowing Him better than any other man (or angel), and all of it has left me feeling the deepest love for Him, a level of love I have never experienced before, and trust too. Maybe in the future I will be able to reveal what was revealed to me, I do think humans would benefit from knowing what I know. So, whatever challenges I may face in the next eleven years (including literally at this time as I write), I will overcome it all, for Him, because of Him, because I love Him and know Him so well, and know what He has done for us, from the moment He created Adam and Eve.
On 6th August, for the third time within a week or so, a song played with a very unusual title, and which I knew was prompting me to get back in touch with John in Kenya. Here is a screenshot of the song:
I doubt there are very many songs with Kenya in the title, or even the lyrics, plus I knew the Word was telling me to get back in touch, and I had ignored it on the first two occasions. My Father has completed the testing period for John, which was difficult, but John and his faith and his ministry have emerged from the testing in good shape, and now I am able to help them out again with some money, and will visit them in September too, and will be able to give him my old laptop to help him with printing and other work he can do at home with it.
On 1st July 2021 one of my cats, Ollie, developed a swollen face, just a slight swelling. I knew that this was another test for me, as just a week or so earlier my parents had criticised me for allowing my other cat (Ollie’s brother Seve) to suffer some pain when my Father was with me back in April 2020. As usual, they then threatened me vaguely, saying I would be unfit to own pets if I didn’t get them treated, but I said I trusted God with their health. So, this conversation was probably overheard by Satan, who suggested to my Father that my faith in this matter be tested.
By the 2nd July, Ollie’s face on the right side was badly swollen, but he was still eating and behaving normally, although his eye had started to close up and water, because of the swelling. On the 3rd August, in the morning, he started to look awful, and was in obvious pain. I still left in for a few hours, then I decided I had to act to end his suffering, and I took him to the vets. Here are some screenshots of messages I exchanged with my friend Jamal at the time, as well as a photo of Ollie after the abscess had been drained:
Ollie is fine again now. I know that I passed the test of faith, even though I did eventually act to spare Ollie from suffering. Then I realised I had done exactly what my Father had done for the Lord when He cried out in terrible pain on the cross, our Father acted to end His suffering straightaway, by allowing him to die. So, with Seve I had to sit by and watch him suffer and trust that my Father would keep him alive, and with Ollie I acted to end the suffering, two different tests, both difficult, but both passed, and both tests revealed to me what my Father went through as He watched Yahshua, His son, being crucified, and the compassion He had to cut the suffering short.Very few people consider that God suffered so much that day for us all, for the world, as well as Yahshua suffering too, and we should give thanks for Their combined strength, love, and faith.
All through July and into August, Satan has been around me, causing me trouble, affecting my sleep, trying to tempt me and deceive me, as well as to destroy my faith with lies. He has a lot of power, he can get into my head, even though I have the holy spirit and the Word of God. 24th July was one such day when trouble hit me. Firstly, as I was out in the front garden I found that somehow I couldn’t get back into the house, the door had locked itself and the key was on the inside. After a bit of head-scratching, I managed to climb back into the house through a very small bedroom window that was open at the back of the house, with the kind help of my next door neighbours. I recall that I was in a foul mood on this day, Satan had managed to drag me down, and it was around the time that my Father revealed (via the book of Jubilees) that He had long ago allowed a tenth of the demons to remain on the earth, at Satan’s suggestion. At that time I didn’t know why God would agree to such a thing, but I know now. So, Satan went at me on this day. I got back into the house, so no real damage was done, and I did have the lovely dog next door (a husky crossed with a collie), who was up on their lawn, some 4 feet above where I was standing, place her front legs on my shoulders from behind and then lick my right ear. She does like me, because I see her often over the fence, and nearly always give her a doggie treat and some fussing.
That night, 24th July 2021, I was on my way to the gym, at around 8pm. I live out in the country, and at a small four entrance/exit roundabout back near the outer suburbs of the city, I was turning left. A car was approaching and had just come on to the roundabout directly opposite me, and was turning right, so going in the same direction as me. I put my foot down a bit and had plenty of time and room to get onto the roundabout and off again without any bother to the other driver whatsoever. But as I came off the roundabout, he came right up close behind me, in a small sporty-looking car, something like a VW Golf, grey in colour. I sped up somewhat to pull away from him, and he just came up very close again, so I put my foot down a bit more and pulled away from him, because I suspected he was a potential road-rager, even though I had not impeded his exit from the roundabout at all. As I pulled away, he again moved close to me and this time some blue flashing lights appeared in the grill of his car, and I knew then that it was an unmarked police car, much to my chagrin.
We very quickly reached a set of traffic lights that were red, and he got out and asked me to pull in just past the lights. He then gave me the usual bullshit police telling off, and I adopted my usual tactic with the police of saying as little as possible, just giving him my name when he asked. He went back to his car to check my details with the car, and when he re-appeared he gave me more condescending nonsense, saying he could take me to court (with no evidence of course), and that he was doing me a favour by giving me a warning. I then asked him if he had heard of road rage, and when I said he had twice drove right up to my bumper and that was why I had pulled away, he became agitated, saying I had just made that up. I don’t like the police, and this guy was typical, firstly in the way he had reacted at the roundabout, and secondly in calling me a liar when I told him why I had pulled away from him. Again, I just sat quietly though, biding my time, as I intended to have my say. Once he had finished, I said ‘can I ask you a question now?’. He nodded, so I asked him ‘why aren’t you wearing any tassels?’. He looked confused, so I showed him my tassels, and told him they were one of God’s laws, to remind us of God’s laws. he told me that he didn’t believe in God, and I told him that his disbelief and the lack of obedience to God’s laws by our nation was why things were as bad as they are. I then asked him what he thought of the law of manslaughter, and he mumbled something I couldn’t make out. I asked him if he knew where that law originated, and he didn’t, so I told him it was one of the laws God gave to Moses, and then I told him that England was founded by Alfred the Great on those same laws, and that was why we were blessed for over a thousand years. Attempting to be a smart boy, he said that our laws couldn’t be based on God’s laws, because there were no speeding laws in Moses’s time. I told him that all of God’s laws were on our statute book until quite recently, when they were removed to be replaced with laws like the bullshit speeding laws. I told him that as famine and much worse hit our shores in the years ahead, that it would be because my Father is very angry with Britain for turning away from Him in the past hundred years or so. I finally told him I would pray that he came to know the truth and love of God, and then he said goodnight and walked away. So, a good attempt by Satan to cause me trouble, as the timing was perfect at the roundabout, but it turned into a preaching opportunity which I enjoyed.
My parents are moving house shortly. I was quite amazed when my mother told me they are moving from number 6 in their current road to number 66 in their new road. You can probably see why, but I didn’t mention it to my mother. My family still don’t believe one single thing that has happened to me in the past 18 months or so, they think I am unwell or delusional, despite so many proofs being provided of supernatural occurrences, zero belief. That will change soon, but in the past day my mother has had another meltdown, about the 7th September, again threatening to report me for being mentally unstable, because the stress is too much for her. I don’t know how she will cope when I am flying all around the world, but at least she will know her son isn’t a liar or crazy then.
On 6th August 2021 another creature appeared in my back yard, something I can’t remember seeing for dozens of years, a grasshopper. It was stuck because of the high fences, so I rescued it and dropped it onto next door’s lawn, as my back yard has no grass, just decking. Then I was told by the Word that I will avoid the famine that is going to hit England by being supplied with grasshoppers to eat. I’ve never eaten one before, but John the baptist ate locusts and honey I recall, so I am sure they will be nutritious and keep me alive, and hopefully tasty too, we shall see.
It was around this time in August that my distress at Satan and the demons still being on the earth started to really depress me, as I didn’t understand how God could have allowed this so soon after the flood. Once again, some whatsapp messages with my best friend reveal what a bad state of mind I was in:
I was given an encouraging dream that night.
I told my Father in prayer that I wouldn’t be able to speak for Him as His messenger, as you can see. You may be shocked at my messages, but I have always been honest with my Father, and that’s how He made me, not afraid to speak up when I need to. Shortly thereafter my Father began to share some facts about His history and the experiences He has had with humanity and the host of angels since He created us and the earth and everything else. I don’t want to share the details at this time, but all I will say is that it has always been clear (to me at least) that my Father has been taking remedial action along the way, with the most obvious example being the birth, life and death of Yahshua to cover all of humanity’s sins, to save the world. I now know why He has needed to do this, and as I think I mentioned earlier in the post, it answered a lot of questions and has caused my level of love for my Father to jump off the scales, as we owe Him much more than we think, creation itself was the easy part. I think I can say that He has been carefully managing a transition for six thousand years, from a situation with just Him and the heavenly host of angels in heaven, to the creation of humans, and then to a set-up with Him and His people together forever on earth in the New Jerusalem, and a large chunk of the angels (led by Satan, and others in the past too) removed. I was humbled and moved greatly that my Father chose to reveal these things to me. He also revealed something else to me about something I had experienced back in April 2020, which initially really disappointed and shocked me, but once I realised why it had happened, it once again only served to draw me much much closer to my Father, and I very quickly snapped out of my depression and became very enthusiastic about the work that lies ahead for my global ministry. I don’t like not being able to share everything with you all here, but eventually I am sure it will all be revealed, so for now, be assured that none of what I am keeping to myself has any major bearing on what the scriptures tell us, and concentrate on fearful, obedient and loving devotion to my Father, share your belief in the Lord Yahshua with others, and all will be well once we get through the times of sorrows, for ever and ever.
On 14th August I was delighted to hear Acts chapter 8 play as the very first chapter as I listened to the scriptures as usual on random suffle play, with my Father choosing the chapters for me, and I knew this was a confirmation that my friend Jamal will be baptised once I travel to Morocco, probably the 9th September 2021, and his family too. A day I have anticipated for so long, I always had faith Jamal would be in God’s kingdom with me.
Even by my standards this post is going to end up being an epic I can see.
On 16th August 2021, I was played a song (as usual, it was ‘Gary’s station’ on Apple Music) that I had never heard before, and it had lyrics that made me think that my Father wanted to meet with me that night at the same place as we had met in April 2020, up on the moor. I was very excited, but I knew that the last time I had gone up there in the night-time expecting to meet my Father it had been a deception by Satan. So, I asked my Father to give me a sign if it was a deception, by blowing out a small tea-light candle flame I had lit in the kitchen. The flame didn’t get blown out, so I assumed it was really going to be a meeting with God again, in person. I asked whether I needed to cover my head, or if I could see His glory, and He told me I had to cover my head.
So, I set off at 9pm as I did in April 2020, and took the route I now know very well, skirting around the edge of the quarry. As I reached the top of the hill I could see the beacon light shining and moving about on the top of the hill far off in the distance, which I thought was a nice touch, given that I knew where I was going this time. It took me about 45 minutes to reach the spot, so I knelt down and covered my head and waited. When I met God there in April 2020 He arrived quite quickly after I had covered my head. This time I knelt for maybe 10 minutes, but He didn’t show up, so I stood up for a while to ease my joints, and He still didn’t show up. So, after maybe 30 minutes I realised He wasn’t going to show up at all, but I told Him that I was sorry, and that I didn’t mind Him testing my faith in this way, and then I headed back home.
Almost immediately as I walked back up to the path I heard a noise on the ground that sounded like a small animal was there, but I saw nothing. It startled me. As I kept walking on the moor back toward the path the noises followed me, not constant noises, but every 5-10 seconds they appeared, quite close to my feet, off to the right. I realised that it was old enemy, Satan himself, trying to scare me. Once I reached the path, the noises were quite loud, like a rat scurrying alongside me. I just laughed and mocked Satan as I walked, telling him that he knows I am not scared of him, that he can’t hurt me, and that noises of animals scurrying were of no concern to me whatsoever. As I walked back down the other side of the moor, bushes were rustling too, so I reminded him of the Revelation 12 prophesy, yet to be fulfilled, of him and his angels losing in a battle to me in heaven and being ejected. I warned him to remember to obey my Father and save himself. He hates humanity so much he won’t be able to save himself though.
Eventually I was off the moor and skirting alongside the quarry again, and the noises continued, and I also stepped into a puddle filled with clay-stained water, it was a deep puddle that I couldn’t see in the dark, and although my shoes are waterproof, it went over the top of the shoes ad my socks got wet, but I just swore and laughed and carried on regardless. After another ten minutes or so I reached the woods, not really a proper woods, but a path through some trees, maybe a quarter of a mile, and it was so dark I could barely see my feet or the path. Now, the old me would have been absolutely petrified going through dark woods at night, with or without Satan by my side, but as I got near to the path before I entered the wooded section, I just said to Satan aloud ‘Ok, I am going to keep really quiet as we go through this bit, so I can hear all your little noises properly’. He must have taken umbrage at my mocking him, because he kept quiet for a long while. Eventually I was through the woods and back up at the top of the hill back toward the village and my home. It was brighter up here, despite it being a cloudy night, some moonlight was seeping through. I then heard a very loud rustling and moving of a bush and at the same time a noise that was somewhere between an animal grunting and roaring. I asked ‘Oh, is that a deer, or maybe a tiger?’, and laughed to myself at the silly things Satan was doing to try to scare me, with no success. Bear in mind, I have had previous interactions with him, online, and when he possessed my cat Ollie last year and we stared each other out, with him caving in and departing from Ollie and my home. I know what he is like, he is frankly pathetic, a typical narcissist, a liar (obviously), with a way of behaving that reminds me of an adolescent girl filled with hatred for humanity, but knowing that the future is not going to go their way at all. Satan knows that I bring him down, somehow I trigger the war in heaven, as I lead my Father to speak the words of Psalm 82 to the divine assembly. This explains why he was peeved with me before I even knew who I was, a couple of years ago.
So, I got home and was feeling happy, despite not meeting my Father, as I had passed another test of faith in going out there, and in not being bothered by Satan’s company on the way back.
Satan then bothered me nearly every night after I had gone to bed for the next week, so I had dreadful sleep and was feeling miserable. I won’t go into the details of what happened, but it was just annoying. I could sense that my Father was trying to help me out of the situation, and at the same time Satan was mocking me, leading me to think one night I was going to meet him in person at my home, and squeezing my hand (supernaturally) in bed at around 4am. I was just going to stay in bed, but then there was a noise in the bedroom, so I got up and got dressed, and went downstairs. After a quick drink of milk and a biscuit I opened the front door. I immediately heard a horse in the field just over the lane snort, which I ignored, but then it snorted loudly again, so I walked down to the end of my drive, wondering if Satan would be there. He wasn’t, and then a bat flew over my head. Then I heard another strange animal noise back in the other direction, so I walked back up the drive, and still no sign of him, so I went back to bed, knowing he had wasted my time, and wrecked my sleep. I don’t cope well with bad sleep for a prolonged period, but I didn’t know what to do. My Father gave me some hints, firstly by playing Hebrews 1 a few times, which is all about the Lord Yahshua being placed in a position of authority over the angels, sat on God’s right hand, here is an excerpt of Hebrews 1:
3The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of His nature, upholding all things by His powerful word. After He had provided purification for sins, He sat down at the right hand of the Majesty on high. 4So He became as far superior to the angels as the name He has inherited is excellent beyond theirs. 5For to which of the angels did God ever say:
“You are My Son;
today I have become Your Father”?
“I will be His Father,
6And again, when God brings His firstborn into the world, He says:
“Let all God’s angels worship Him.”
As I proof-read the post I just noticed that Yahshua is referred to my Father’s first-born. Bear that in mind please for later in this post.
My Father also played me a strange little video on Youtube, which is shown below:
I didn’t really grasp the message that I was being shown in the video, other than that the boy used a nifty little jump to get to the home base.
So, I decided that night to pray for Satan to be kept away from me, and told my Father that I couldn’t work effectively for Him without getting decent sleep, and I mentioned the blood of the Lord Yahshua and its power in the prayer, as well as ending my prayer as always with ‘I pray in the glorious name of the Lord Yahshua’. I was left alone by Satan that night, and had a reasonable sleep, and when I woke up the next day my Father, via the Word, explained what I had done, and made me chuckle as I realised what the video was showing me. He told me (via the Word, thought injection) that I had gone over the head of Satan, by making my request through the Lord Yahshua. Because the Lord outranks all of the angels, he was able to intercede for me and Satan was told to stop being a nuisance. This is most amusing to me, and explains the context of the video too. Remember this option if you ever encounter Satan, or if you need to eject demons.
Ever since this happened, Satan has been bombarding me with demoralising songs on Apple Music and videos on Youtube. One example was a song by Blondie, called ‘One way or another‘. He also let me know that he had taken my mockery personally with this video of Michael Jordan. I really don’t care what he thinks, given that he hates all of humanity and has caused such misery and havoc, I hate Satan more than any other entity that has ever existed, and I am delighted that part of my role is to trigger his rebellion in heaven and then defeat him in battle with his angels too. He knows it’s coming, he can’t help himself from thinking he knows better than my Father. Tick tock, Satan, tick tock. I’m gonna get ya.
Now I will move on to a very recent revelation I was given, concerning me. Given everything I have experienced these past couple of years, I didn’t think I could be surprised and amazed at anything else new, but I was both very surprised and truly amazed at this revelation. But I need to reveal this information in a careful way, out of respect to two people who would find the news very upsetting I think, and in truth it was a bitter-sweet revelation for me too. So, those of you with the Holy Spirit and ears to hear will understand what I am going to reveal, even though I won’t write the words directly.
I will start with some scriptures that relate to me, here is some of Jeremiah 1:
4The word of Yehovah came to me, saying:
5“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
and before you were born I set you apart
6“Ah, Lord Yehovah,” I said, “I surely do not know how to speak, for I am only a child!”
7But Yehovah told me:
“Do not say,
‘I am only a child.’
For to everyone I send you,
you must go,
and all that I command you,
8Do not be afraid of them,
for I am with you to deliver you,”
9Then Yehovah reached out His hand, touched my mouth, and said to me:
“Behold, I have put My Word
10See, I have appointed you today
over nations and kingdoms
to uproot and tear down,
to destroy and overthrow,
to build and plant.”
I have explained many times within blog posts that all of the above was given to Jeremiah, and it’s all about me. Please note verse 5 particularly.
Next, Psalm 2, which is also all about me:
1Why do the nations rage
and the peoples plot in vain?
2The kings of the earth take their stand
and the rulers gather together,
and against His Anointed One:
3“Let us break Their chains
and cast away Their cords.”
4The One enthroned in heaven laughs;
Yehovah taunts them.
5Then He rebukes them in His anger,
and terrifies them in His fury:
6“I have installed My King on Zion,
upon My holy mountain.”
7I will proclaim the decree
spoken to Me by Yehovah:
“You are My Son;
today I have begotten you.
8Ask Me, and I will make the nations Your inheritance,
the ends of the earth Your possession.
9You will break them with an iron scepter;
You will shatter them like pottery.”
10Therefore be wise, O kings;
be admonished, O judges of the earth.
11Serve Yehovah with fear,
and rejoice with trembling.
12Kiss the son, lest he be angry
and you perish in your rebellion,
when his wrath ignites in an instant.
Blessed are all who take refuge in him.
Many scriptures refer to me being given the nations as my inheritance (Revelation 2:26-28 for example). A reminder that Yahshua is our eternal priest, and won’t be king during the millennium reign, instead he will anoint me as king, remember that he (the lamb) sends out me (the white horse rider) in Revelation 6, and it’s me, the same white horse rider, that re-appears in Revelation 19, given various titles, including king of kings. But for now, please note the following verses in Psalm 2, verse 7, and verse 12.
Now, we will look at some verses from 2 Esdras, starting with chapter 7:
For my son Yahshua shall be revealed with those that be with him, and they that remain shall rejoice within four hundred years.
29 After these years shall my son the anointed one die, and all men that have life.
30 And the world shall be turned into the old silence seven days, like as in the former judgments: so that no man shall remain.
31 And after seven days the world, that yet awaketh not, shall be raised up, and that shall die that is corrupt
32 And the earth shall restore those that are asleep in her, and so shall the dust those that dwell in silence, and the secret places shall deliver those souls that were committed unto them.
We know that Yahshua has already died and has risen from death, back to life, and that he sits in heaven at the right hand of God. Please note verse 29 above.
Next, here is the whole of chapter 13:
1 And it came to pass after seven days, I dreamed a dream by night:
2 And, lo, there arose a wind from the sea, that it moved all the waves thereof.
3 And I beheld, and, lo, that man waxed strong with the thousands of heaven: and when he turned his countenance to look, all the things trembled that were seen under him.
4 And whensoever the voice went out of his mouth, all they burned that heard his voice, like as the earth faileth when it feeleth the fire.
5 And after this I beheld, and, lo, there was gathered together a multitude of men, out of number, from the four winds of the heaven, to subdue the man that came out of the sea
6 But I beheld, and, lo, he had graved himself a great mountain, and flew up upon it.
7 But I would have seen the region or place whereout the hill was graven, and I could not.
8 And after this I beheld, and, lo, all they which were gathered together to subdue him were sore afraid, and yet durst fight.
9 And, lo, as he saw the violence of the multitude that came, he neither lifted up his hand, nor held sword, nor any instrument of war:
10 But only I saw that he sent out of his mouth as it had been a blast of fire, and out of his lips a flaming breath, and out of his tongue he cast out sparks and tempests.
11 And they were all mixed together; the blast of fire, the flaming breath, and the great tempest; and fell with violence upon the multitude which was prepared to fight, and burned them up every one, so that upon a sudden of an innumerable multitude nothing was to be perceived, but only dust and smell of smoke: when I saw this I was afraid.
12 Afterward saw I the same man come down from the mountain, and call unto him another peaceable Multitude.
13 And there came much people unto him, whereof some were glad, some were sorry, and some of them were bound, and other some brought of them that were offered: then was I sick through great fear, and I awaked, and said,
14 Thou hast shewed thy servant these wonders from the beginning, and hast counted me worthy that thou shouldest receive my prayer:
15 Shew me now yet the interpretation of this dream.
16 For as I conceive in mine understanding, woe unto them that shall be left in those days and much more woe unto them that are not left behind!
17 For they that were not left were in heaviness.
18 Now understand I the things that are laid up in the latter days, which shall happen unto them, and to those that are left behind.
19 Therefore are they come into great perils and many necessities, like as these dreams declare.
20 Yet is it easier for him that is in danger to come into these things, than to pass away as a cloud out of the world, and not to see the things that happen in the last days. And he answered unto me, and said,
21 The interpretation of the vision shall I shew thee, and I will open unto thee the thing that thou hast required.
22 Whereas thou hast spoken of them that are left behind, this is the interpretation:
23 He that shall endure the peril in that time hath kept himself: they that be fallen into danger are such as have works, and faith toward the Almighty.
24 Know this therefore, that they which be left behind are more blessed than they that be dead.
25 This is the meaning of the vision: Whereas thou sawest a man coming up from the midst of the sea:
26 The same is he whom God the Highest hath kept a great season, which by his own self shall deliver his creation: and he shall order them that are left behind.
27 And whereas thou sawest, that out of his mouth there came as a blast of wind, and fire, and storm;
28 And that he held neither sword, nor any instrument of war, but that the rushing in of him destroyed the whole multitude that came to subdue him; this is the interpretation:
29 Behold, the days come, when the most High will begin to deliver them that are upon the earth.
30 And he shall come to the astonishment of them that dwell on the earth.
31 And one shall undertake to fight against another, one city against another, one place against another, one people against another, and one realm against another.
32 And the time shall be when these things shall come to pass, and the signs shall happen which I shewed thee before, and then shall my son be declared, whom thou sawest as a man ascending.
33 And when all the people hear his voice, every man shall in their own land leave the battle they have one against another.
34 And an innumerable multitude shall be gathered together, as thou sawest them, willing to come, and to overcome him by fighting.
35 But he shall stand upon the top of the mount Sion.
36 And Sion shall come, and shall be shewed to all men, being prepared and builded, like as thou sawest the hill graven without hands.
37 And this my son shall rebuke the wicked inventions of those nations, which for their wicked life are fallen into the tempest;
38 And shall lay before them their evil thoughts, and the torments wherewith they shall begin to be tormented, which are like unto a flame: and he shall destroy them without labour by the law which is like unto me.
39 And whereas thou sawest that he gathered another peaceable multitude unto him;
40 Those are the ten tribes, which were carried away prisoners out of their own land in the time of Osea the king, whom Salmanasar the king of Assyria led away captive, and he carried them over the waters, and so came they into another land.
41 But they took this counsel among themselves, that they would leave the multitude of the heathen, and go forth into a further country, where never mankind dwelt,
42 That they might there keep their statutes, which they never kept in their own land.
43 And they entered into Euphrates by the narrow places of the river.
44 For the most High then shewed signs for them, and held still the flood, till they were passed over.
45 For through that country there was a great way to go, namely, of a year and a half: and the same region is called Arsareth.
46 Then dwelt they there until the latter time; and now when they shall begin to come,
47 The Highest shall stay the springs of the stream again, that they may go through: therefore sawest thou the multitude with peace.
48 But those that be left behind of thy people are they that are found within my borders.
49 Now when he destroyeth the multitude of the nations that are gathered together, he shall defend his people that remain.
50 And then shall he shew them great wonders.
51 Then said I, O Lord that bearest rule, shew me this: Wherefore have I seen the man coming up from the midst of the sea?
52 And he said unto me, Like as thou canst neither seek out nor know the things that are in the deep of the sea: even so can no man upon earth see my son, or those that be with him, but in the day time.
53 This is the interpretation of the dream which thou sawest, and whereby thou only art here lightened.
54 For thou hast forsaken thine own way, and applied thy diligence unto my law, and sought it.
55 Thy life hast thou ordered in wisdom, and hast called understanding thy mother.
56 And therefore have I shewed thee the treasures of the Highest: after other three days I will speak other things unto thee, and declare unto thee mighty and wondrous things.
57 Then went I forth into the field, giving praise and thanks greatly unto the most High because of his wonders which he did in time;
58 And because he governeth the same, and such things as fall in their seasons: and there I sat three days.
Please note verse 26. Please also note verses 37 and 52.
Next, Isaiah 49:
1Listen to Me, O islands;
pay attention, O distant peoples:
Yehovah called Me from the womb;
from the body of my mother He named me.
2He made my mouth like a sharp sword;
He hid me in the shadow of His hand.
He made me like a polished arrow;
He hid me in His quiver.
3He said to me, “You are My Servant, Israel,
in whom I will display my glory.”
4But I said, “I have labored in vain,
I have spent my strength in futility and vanity;
yet my vindication is with Yehovah,
and my reward is with my God.”
5And now says Yehovah,
who formed me from the womb to be His Servant,
to bring Jacob back to Him,
that Israel might be gathered to Him—
for I am honored in the sight of Yehovah,
and My God is My strength—
6He says: “It is not enough for you to be My Servant,
to raise up the tribes of Jacob,
and to restore the protected ones of Israel.
I will also make you a light for the nations,
to bring My salvation to the ends of the earth.”
These verses are about me and my role in these times of sorrows. Please note verses 1 and 5, and when you read all of these verses you will see that they cannot refer to Yahshua of course, although verse 7 does.
Finally, here is Psalm 139, also about me:
1O Yehovah, You have searched me
and known me.
2You know when I sit and when I rise;
You understand my thoughts from afar.
3You search out my path and my lying down;
You are aware of all my ways.
4Even before a word is on my tongue,
You know all about it, O Yehovah.
5You hem me in behind and before;
You have laid Your hand upon me.
6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7Where can I go to escape Your Spirit?
Where can I flee from Your presence?
8If I ascend to the heavens, You are there;
if I make my bed in Sheol, You are there.
9If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle by the farthest sea,
10even there Your hand will guide me;
Your right hand will hold me fast.
11If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me,
and the light become night around me”—
12even the darkness is not dark to You,
but the night shines like the day,
for darkness is as light to You.
13For You formed my inmost being;
You knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14I praise You,
for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Marvelous are Your works,
and I know this very well.
15My frame was not hidden from You
when I was made in secret,
when I was woven together
in the depths of the earth.
16Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all my days were written in Your book
and ordained for me
before one of them came to be.
Please note verses 13, 14, 15 and 16, and compare them to 2 Esdras 13: 26-32.
I have known these scriptures for most of the past eighteen months or so, knowing them to be about me, but not grasping what was being said in the verses I have highlighted.
I think it was August 17th that I was given the revelation, firstly by means of a Youtube video, and then with a billboard advertisment near my home. Here is the Youtube video, and you only need to watch it until the 1 minute 40 seconds mark:
That should be enough for you to know what was revealed to me, but I also saw this advertisement near my home on a bus shelter on the same day (this is a screenshot from the full advertisement video, rather than a photo of the bus shelter itself:
Once I realised what I had been told I was somewhat shocked, so I asked my Father directly if I had understood correctly, and was told that I had. I had been aware of the scriptures, but I had not even for a moment considered the truth that was therein, even though I know that my name will be changed to Michael, which means ‘who is like God’. I’m not currently planning to refer to this fact publicly, but I will tell my few friends shortly, when I see them face to face. Finally, on the morning after I had prayed through the Lord for Satan to be stopped from hassling me, I had a twitter notification that brought tears to my eyes, and maybe you will see why, especially if you have been reading my story for a long while. The first image shows the notification itself, in the middle of the screen, and then there is the tweet and the reply, both have which have a hidden meaning relating to me, Yahshua, and the seat to the right of our Father in heaven:
‘May God have your brother’s place beside Him already reserved’. Amen to that.
As 7th September draws closer, I am finding myself with mixed emotions. On the one hand, I am looking forward to visiting heaven and being formally sent out to conquer and overcome. I hope I meet Yahshua whilst I am there, I would love to meet and see my Father, but I don’t know about that. I am also looking forward to meeting Shafiq and his family for the first time in Uganda, and surprising his kids and many nearby villages. I am of course also really looking forward to seeing Jamal and his family again, I have missed them all very much these past eighteen months, and it will be wonderful to baptise them all. But at the same time I am somewhat dreading what comes next. Not because I am afraid of anything, simply because the quiet, private life I have lived all my life is going to come to an end, and I will become very famous, something I have always thought would be truly awful, to be known publicly, all over the world. But that’s my destiny, that’s my Father’s will, so I will have to learn to deal with it won’t I? At least I will become famous for being my Father’s messenger, something important and essential for the whole of humanity.
That’s all for this post. We are in the times of sorrows, the wheat will be separated from the chaff. Do not take any vaccines or medicines, trust God to keep you in good health, do not comply with evil. Bless my Father with your faith, love, and righteousness, and He will bless you at this time, and you will have no worries, and can look forward to inheriting the earth forever starting on 7th September 2032. A martyr’s death in the 42 months from March 2029 until September 2032 will simply give you a blessed rest in heaven until being resurrected back to life. At the same time, the evil ones killing the saints will be convicting themselves by their actions. Everything is according to my Father’s plan, He and His people face a glorious and blessed future together, for eternity. Thank you Father for your love for us, for your grace, and your power and glory, I love you and bless you, and of course our Lord Yahshua too. Amen.