It’s time to stop pussy-footing around and to just tell you who I am.
The final confirmation I needed of who I am and what my mission is were revealed early in April, via scripture passages initially, reflections upon the entirety of this blog, some signs from God, and my calling mentioned back in January 2019. Here is an excerpt:
‘It is clear that for a very long time I’ve been subconsciously aware that something is going on in my life, with blessings galore, and massive signs that would only become apparent to me some 30 years later. All of this is very exciting and humbling to a puny human like me.
Now I’ll come right up to date, missing out the Iceland trip story, and my baptism story and a few other items too, but I’ll focus on the calling I’ve been given by Jehovah.
I read a checklist online a while ago which is designed to help one decide if the task you feel charged to carry out for God is a calling or not. Here it is:
1. There’s a burden on your heart you can’t shake.
2. There is a specific person you know of who needs your help.
3. The Scripture passage that you read encourages you to have faith and step out.
4. When you pray, you have a sense that God is asking you to act.
5. You don’t have time, but you have a seed of faith.
6. God brings someone into your life to encourage your calling (your spouse, your pastor, a godly friend.)
7. You feel as if you can’t do it alone.
I’ll quickly cover those one by one.
1. I wouldn’t call it a burden, but I know I have to do this for Jehovah. I’m a world class procrastinator, but it will be done within this calendar year.
2. I can’t claim this one, as my calling is to produce an updated set of Jehovah’s laws, commands and statutes (adjusted from Moses’s time to allow for the saving mission of Jesus Christ). It feels a huge calling though, to enable new small nations to spring up in the future, once the current nations are judged and destroyed.
3.When I read the laws in Leviticus, and God’s blessings for obedience and curses for disobedience in Deuteronomy, I was struck with their perfection, and with the truth of the consequences, as evidenced by my own nation, once mighty and blessed, now weak, dying and turned away from Jehovah.
4. I pray about this matter every day, and ever since I started praying daily, I have only ever asked Jehovah for one thing for myself, wisdom in how I live my life so that I please Him and bring glory to His name. (I did briefly pray for a nice virgin Christian wife, but stopped within a few weeks). I also pray to both Jehovah and Jesus Christ, at the same time, I address them both, and I just talk to them and make my requests.
5.It’s going to be a big task, not just to draw up the guideline documents, but my plan is to have a website too, and to publish a book, and to actively promote this issue all over the world, especially in the West. I have rock solid faith it will all be done, and that it will help brothers around the world to have a framework to build new nations under Jehovah after World War 3 has passed. It is vital, it will happen, it will work.
6.This one resonates the most with me. I am a new Christian, I still haven’t finished reading the Bible, so I know I need assistance. The fire God has placed inside me burns so brightly though, and he has indeed put people in my path that have and will assist me with this calling.
Summary: it’s definitely a calling, and I am both honoured and humbled to have been trusted with this task, thanks Jehovah, I love you so much’.
So, I have known from the moment I read about Yah’s laws in Number, Leviticus and Deuteronomy that we must obey Him, and we will be blessed, but if we disobey Him, we will be cursed. That truth was apparent to me from the moment I learned it, and it has formed the foundation of my blog and my own life ever since. I invite you to read everything I have written here, you will have no doubt of my focus on fear, obedience, faith and righteousness.
So, in early April I was given the final confirmation that:
I am the messenger prophesied in Malachi, and elsewhere in scripture, with the spirit of Elijah within me.
I have written about the fact that both Elijah and I prayed for Yah to end our lives due to hopelessness about our nations and our own inability to make things better. I prayed as such before I had even read about Elijah.
The final confirmation came when I was played the final chapter of Malachi, and knew it described me. At the same time, the same day I recall, a series of signs were given to me, one of which I have already mentioned, but I will put it here too:
So, I was told to write a little story about a ‘tinker’, which is someone why tries to put things right, on the morning of 3rd April. Overnight, in the early hours of 4th April, the tweet from @HerlleJames quoting Matthew (again) 4:17 appeared, in the middle of a conversation with another twitter friend, but neither of us knew why it was there, I had no recollection of even taking the screenshot, let alone inserting it into this chat. But more importantly, it had the word ‘Today’ within a blue box under the original tweet, which neither of us had ever seen before, so I know now it was a sign that this day (4th April) was important somehow, although not at the time, as I didn’t spot the ‘today’ until (I think) the next day.
Matthew 4:17 is all about preparing for the return of the Lord, and the wise being ready, whilst the foolish are not. Obviously that resonated with me. You will see above some screenshots from a website ‘revelationendtime.com’ which I had been browsing that day (in tab 7) reading the writer’s views on the return of Elijah (or his spirit), and he had the same view as me, that Elijah’s spirit was sent back to earth and into John the Baptist, and as Malachi 4 tells, it will also be sent back again before the Lord returns for the second time. He also used the exact same scripture, Matthew 4:17 to make his case, so twice in the same day, this verse was revealed to me. Not a coincidence. I have been shown today (and by a sign during the Easter period) that this writer is inspired by God. I will explain the sign in another post. Read his writings and watch his videos, he’s full of zeal, excellent to see.
We know Malachi doesn’t refer to the first appearance of Christ, we are given a description of events at the time, concerning the messenger and what he will do (did you know that Malachi literally means ‘messenger’?):
Lo, I am sending My messenger, And he hath prepared a way before Me, And suddenly come in unto his temple Doth the Lord whom ye are seeking, Even the messenger of the covenant, Whom ye are desiring, Lo, he is coming, said Jehovah of Hosts. 2And who is bearing the day of his coming? And who is standing in his appearing? For he [is] as fire of a refiner, And as soap of a fuller. 3And he hath sat, a refiner and purifier of silver, And he hath purified the sons of Levi, And hath refined them as gold and as silver, And they have been to Jehovah bringing nigh a present in righteousness. 4And sweet to Jehovah hath been the present of Judah and Jerusalem, As in days of old, and as in former years.
None of the items mentioned above were tackled by John the Baptist. John the Baptist did however have a similar role, as prophesied to Zechariah by Gabriel:
But the angel said to him, “Do not be afraid, Zechariah, because your prayer has been heard. Your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son, and you are to give him the name John. 14He will be a joy and delight to you, and many will rejoice at his birth, 15for he will be great in the sight of the Lord. He shall never take wine or strong drink, and he will be filled with the Holy Spirit even from his mother’s womb. 16Many of the sons of Israel he will turn back to the Lord their God. 17And he will go on before the Lord in the spirit and power of Elijah, to turn the hearts of the fathers to their childrena and the disobedient to the wisdom of the righteous—to make ready a people prepared for the Lord.”
Further similarities are obvious in Malachi 4, with the BIG difference that my preparations are ahead of the day of wrath of my Father Yehovah, whereas John was preparing ahead of the messiah, our Lord Yahshua:
‘Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the great and dreadful Day of Yehovah God. 6And he will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers.c Otherwise, I will come and strike the land with a curse.”
All of the Malachi verses above are about what I will do as Yah’s messenger, many translations incorrectly capitalise words and use the wrong words to make these verses sound like they are referring to Christ, but He isn’t coming back to purify and refine the sons of Levi, he is coming back to do all of the things mentioned in Daniel and Revelation and elsewhere. No, it is my job to find babes in their faith, and other believers who are not blinded or deceived, at least the 144,000 sons of Levi, like me, and teach them Yah’s laws, commands and statutes, just like the Levites as priests did in former days. Babes will hear and believe and obey, whilst the learned and wise will ignore or mock me. So be it, Yah’s will be done.
The verse that says: ‘And suddenly come in unto his temple Doth the Lord’ will be explained in a subsequent post, but be assured, our bodies are our temples, and almost immediately after this final realisation that I am God’s messenger I was blessed with the most remarkable experiences imaginable, perhaps only experienced by me, ever in history. I will enjoy sharing them with you in due course. Yehovah God and his glorious son both literally entered my temple, and are still there today.
The opening verse of Malachi 4 tells us that the return of the Lord will leave the evil-doer and the arrogant ablaze, and turned to stubble:
“For behold, the day is coming, burning like a furnace, when all the arrogant and every evildoer will be stubble; the day is coming when I will set them ablaze,” says Yehovah God of Hosts.
“Not a root or branch will be left to them.”
Again, none of that happened the first time the Lord Yoshua (Jesus) was on earth, but we know it’s going to happen when he returns to put things right for good.
Now, you might think all of the above was good enough for me to be fully convinced that my ‘calling’ and my desire to serve God was now confirmed by these signs and scripture, and the instruction to write a little book about it (my blog is already that of course). And I was fully convinced, 100% sure at that point.
But, I was unsure whether to go public with any of that, and I initially decided to keep it to myself and just do the job. But Yah had other ideas, and I always sumbit to Him, I am His willing slave.
I need to throw in an aside here, regarding another similarity I share with Elijah. You may know he was one of the few prophets in scripture to have some of his physical characteristics described:
And they said unto him (King Azahiah), There came a man up to meet us, and said unto us, Go, turn again unto the king that sent you, and say unto him, Thus saith the LORD, Is it not because there is not a God in Israel, that thou sendest to inquire of Baalzebub the god of Ekron? therefore thou shalt not come down from that bed on which thou art gone up, but shalt surely die.
7And he said unto them, What manner of man was he which came up to meet you, and told you these words? 8And they answered him, He was an hairy man, and girt with a girdle of leather about his loins.And he said, It is Elijah the Tishbite.
I am now going to take some photos of my body, prepare yourselves accordingly. Actually, I didn’t need to as I found some photos and my baptism videos on youtube that should show you that I am extremely hairy indeed: chest, arms, legs, back, shoulders, literally my whole body actually.
Hopefully you can see I am very hairy, just like Elijah.
I also want to show you a photo of the beach I have been going to since I was a baby, it’s in Cornwall, just the other side of Rame Head from Plymouth:
It’s a lovely spot, and I shared it because it’s where I expect to do most of the baptisms in the years ahead. The name of this beach is Fisherman’s. Nice name eh?
Back to my realisation of who I am and my mission, and my comment above:
‘But, I was unsure whether to go public with any of that, and I initially decided to keep it to myself and just do the job. But Yah had other ideas, and I always sumbit to Him, I am His willing slave’.
Here are some screenshots of whatsapp chats at the time I made the above decision, and the subsequent wonderful message that God gave me the same day:
|The scripture I was played was 1 Kings 19 and Joel 1
|This is image number 7
|This one is number 14.
The LORD Speaks to Elijah at Horeb9There Elijah entered a cave and spent the night. And the word of the LORD came to him, saying, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”10“I have been very zealous for the LORD, the God of Hosts,” he replied, “but the Israelites have forsaken Your covenant, torn down Your altars, and killed Your prophets with the sword. I am the only one left, and they are seeking my life as well.”b11Then the LORD said, “Go out and stand on the mountain before the LORD. Behold, the LORD is about to pass by.”And a great and mighty wind tore into the mountains and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind.After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake.12After the earthquake there was a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire.And after the fire came a still, small voice. 13When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his cloak and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave. Suddenly a voice came to him and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”
14“I have been very zealous for the LORD, the God of Hosts,” he replied, “but the Israelites have forsaken Your covenant, torn down Your altars, and killed Your prophets with the sword. I am the only one left, and they are seeking my life as well.”