2 Malachi

40 days and 40 nights (part 15)

Hello again.

I am nearing the end of the 40 days and nights now, and this post covers the last few days, from 28th April 2020 to 1st May 2020.

I left a comment at the blog of one of the former friends who had flown over from America to attend my baptism, as he had written about why my Father in heaven is distant from us at the moment, and there was some ‘wise and learned’ discussion in the comments section, all of which was speculative and wrong. I will speak a sermon on the matter in due course, but suffice to say that scriptures shows that my Father and the Lord Yahshua are in fact very close to those who seek to know them and their will (the faithful and righteous believers). The fact these people all thought He was distant is simply because He doesn’t even know them, they are pagan fakers. One of them mentioned that my Father is distant because He doesn’t like us, which is not true, my Father has an infinite potential for love for His human creations, but He does hate a very large proportion of humanity at present, because of their abhorrent levels of sin.

My Father showed me two more songs that He’d written, both beautiful tunes, as you’d expect, both referring to His deep love for His people, Israel (not the country, the people). The first is a cover version of a Stones song, Wild Horses, by the Sundays, it’s a great version:

Here are the lyrics, with my emphasis on some lines:

Childhood living is easy to do
The things that you wanted, I bought them for you
Graceless lady, you know who I am
You know I can’t let you slide through my hands

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild horses couldn’t drag me away…

I watched you suffer a dull, aching pain
And now you’ve decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses couldn’t drag me away…

Faith has been broken and tears must be cried
Let’s do some living after we die

Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses couldn’t drag me away…

Wild, wild horses, we’ll ride them someday
Wild, wild horses, we’ll ride them someday

The item that was bought was bought with the blood of my Father’s only-begotten son, and my Father tells us we know He is I AM.

He and the Lord suffer that dull aching pain right now, all of us in the family do, those of us who love a righteous walk in our life, we can hardly bear the world today, and so it is in heaven. Despite this, do not despair, as the Holy Spirit will be poured out for the final time, for those who want it and are open to the Way, Truth and the Life offered through the blood of the messiah Yahshua (Jesus).

My Father tells us that faith has been broken, by most of His people, in recent years, so tears are being cried, in heaven, and also here on earth, as we who are awakened realise we were wretches, and owe Him everything. We know of the great promises, in which we place our faith, of ‘living after we die’, as we take on the immortality of Christ and the angels and God Himself, and enjoy life with them forever, after a brief 1,000 year reign of Sabbath rest on His earth, with Satan chained up.

The other song my Father showed me is world-famous and very haunting and lovely, with nearly 10 million views on Youtube, a song called Linger, by the Cranberries, and a song I loved as soon as I heard it back in the 90s. Once again, it is a song written to His people:


Here are the lyrics:

If you, if you could return, don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade.
I’m sure I’m not being rude, but it’s just your attitude,
It’s tearing me apart, it’s ruining every day.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn’t be so confused and I wouldn’t feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

I won’t do a line-by-line analysis, but I wonder do we all realise how my Father could have easily wiped His hands of humanity, as we have all served Him so badly for most of the time. But He knew we could be redeemed, or some of us, so He took the necessary action and made the ultimate sacrifice for us, killing His own son, and He has been very patient too, sitting waiting for the time when we can be stood in front of His glory and light, together at last, no longer separated by the distance between heaven and earth (at best guess this is at most 4,000 miles). So, despite our failings, my Father is figuratively wrapped around our finger, He loves us that much, and He has done so much for us, and continues to do so, in these latter times, and will continue to do so as we head toward the great tribulation, and onward into the millennium reign, and of course when He comes down to earth in the New Jerusalem to join us.

I made a note about my best friend’s baby, who is due to be born very soon, maybe early next week. I am sad that I am not able to visit him in Morocco currently to see him and his family and to welcome the new arrival, but I have a feeling I will be appearing all around the world soon, miraculously, so we shall see. All is well with his wife and the baby though, and if it is a boy he will be named Gary, in honour of me, which is a lovely gesture from my best friend.

I was also shown how two trendlines on a long-term chart of the S&P 500 index met at September 2032, which is the month (7th of that month, see my proclamation video) when the Lord Yahshua returns and is my Father’s great and terrible day of wrath. So much to happen between now and then, are you ready? Here is the chart:

The trendlines connect major peaks or troughs, and I was genuinely amazed that they met in September 2032, and once again pondered ‘how does He do that?’.

On 30th April I was shown a few more songs, which are all full of interesting lyrics, so please search for the lyrics online if you are curious. The songs were: Slave to Love, by Bryan Ferry, Don’t Give Up, by Peter Gabriel and Kate Bush, and Running Up That Hill by Kate Bush.

I have a note that the warnings in Isaiah 14:3-23 refer to the communist leaders, Putin and Xi, mostly Putin, I will have much more to say on him shortly, but you may want to do a web search on the meaning of his full name (including middle name).

I was led (somehow, I don’t know how) to a live funeral service on youtube, for a woman called Susan, so I watched it for a while. The hymn that played was called Be Not Afraid. Here is the first verse and the chorus:

You shall cross the barren desert
But you shall not die of thirst
You shall wander far in safety
Though you do not know the way
You shall speak your words in foreign lands
And all will understand
You shall see the face of God and live

Be not afraid
I go before you always
Come follow me
And I will give you rest

All of this is prophetic, and it references Revelation 12:5, the child caught up to the throne of God.  I am expecting to preach all over the world and to speak languages foreign to me, and I am expecting to repeat Elijah’s journey across a wilderness to Mount Horeb. As I was watching the live feed of the funeral, there were people leaving comments in the chat box, so I left a couple, and I noticed that the Lord Yahshua himself appeared, using the name Peter Michael. He left a message of condolence and praised my Father, and then said to me ‘hello sir’, which was very nice of him indeed. I also witnessed on this day to a client whilst on the phone with her, and saw a feral cat as I was on my daily walk.

Moving on to 1st May 2020, which was day 40, the last day of the test period, but also the last day before I knew that my Father was back in heaven for many years (until the day of wrath in 2032).

I was shown Isaiah 38, and that King Hezekiah was given an extra 15 years of life (actually, oddly, that scripture played this morning too ‘randomly’). I was shown that it is precisely 15 years from my baptism to the day of wrath, so there is some symbolism there with the world being given a final 15 years for people to come to faith in my Father through the Lord Yahshua, just as Hezekiah was given an extra 15 years.

I was shown some signs on this day relating to the number 55. I fell asleep in the afternoon, for c. 30 minutes, but when I awoke and looked at a trading platform I was using, I saw that it was 05:55 in New York. I was reminded that my last remaining stock market options trades expired on 5/5 2020, I was moved to look back 55 weeks to a blog post I wrote on 7th April 2019, in which I had referred to and quoted Psalm 2, which refers to me.

It was on this afternoon that I was called to record myself on video carrying out (or is it performing, or simply doing?) a miracle, when I silenced a tree full of loud squawking crows from over 100 yards away. It took a little while, but I did it, through faith, as I had previously silenced many individual crows. Here is the video, and please note the sun and the wind and the other bird song and the timing of it all:



Most people who have viewed the video decline to believe that it is a miracle, oh they of little faith. I don’t care, that’s the world today, and no one is expecting an anointed man for these end times, except the jews are expecting a triumphant anointed man, but they will reject me, for the same reasons they rejected the Lord Yahshua. They hate truth and love and God.

I was shown a final little song on this day, which is a great comfort, as it’s a message from the Lord Yahshua to me. Only he knows what I have been through and what I will go through, and he is a great support to me, in spirit and with frequent messages too. All very much appreciated in prayer by me. Here is a link to the song:


I think the lyrics are clear, but you can find them in the comments down below the video if need be.

So, that was the end of the 40 days and 40 nights, not on a mountain, but on a hill. No words spoken between my Father and I, but He entered my temple, putting His Word in me. He knocked off my rough edges and circumcised my heart, and jumped across from heaven three times to meet me, and He revealed some of what my role was going to be, and he tested me hard, and Satan tried to scare and deceive me too. It was an incredible 40 days.

Little did I know that the next month or so were going to be more testing that the 40 days itself, as my Father revealed a whole load more truth to me about who I am. I will write about that and other matters that cropped up in the next post.

May my readers be blessed in their faith and righteousness, and may they all bless my Father in heaven with their love for Him, fear of Him, and obedience of Him, in the Lord Yahshua’s name I pray. Amen.

2 thoughts on “40 days and 40 nights (part 15)”

  1. Peter Michael is a neat name. It’s meaning is more or less that of the stone asking you: “Who is God?” or “What is God like?”

    The 15 years of Hezekiah are also interesting. He was the king that went and destroyed the heights and asherah and broke the bronze serpent (that represented Jesus) that Moses had made by decree of God and to which the Israelites had later made offerings and it is said of him, that he trusted in the Lord, so that there was none like him among all the kings of Judah after him, nor among those who were before him. (2 Kings 18)
    All of this happened before the 15 years that were added to his life, though.
    Soon after he was healed from his disease, an envoy from Babylon came and he showed them all the treasures of his realm. Once the envoy left, the prophet Isaiah asked him what he had done and prophesied to him, that the days would come, when Babylon would carry it all away and his own sons would be eunuchs in the palace of the king of Babylon.
    In the second or third year of the 15 years, he also fathered, and then presumably raised Manasseh, who would become king after him and lead the whole nation astray to do more evil than the nations did that were in the land before Israel.
    So, I’m not sure what to think of the symbolism there.

    Could you briefly explain what the converging trendlines are about? I’m not really into finance.

    YHWH bless you and keep you.

    1. I’m not sure there is any symbolism, I just was played that scripture and shown that it was precisely 15 years from my baptism to the day of wrath.

      Don’t blame Hezekiah for his kid’s transgressions, nor for his comments in response to Isaiah’s prophesies about Babylon invading. He was a great King and deserved his peace and the extra 15 years he was given.

      The trendlines connect major tops and bottoms in the markets, that’s all, and on that chart, the lines meet up in September 2032, which is interesting, if nothing else.
      Be blessed friend.

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